After reading of all that, and you still want to shear your own animals, then I applaud you! If you're looking for next steps, then
check out this article on how to set yourself up for success. Many hundreds of small breeders successfully shear their own animals each year, and you could join their ranks. But before you go down that road, it pays to give yourself an honest assessment to determine if shearing your own herd is right for you.